I'm thinking about drinking methanol...?

i saw that House episode as well! where can you get methanol? can you email me at still_stars16@yahoo.com. im an 18 year old female and i think we may be able to help each other...I have a plan as well. i dont know why you would post this unless you wanted attention or help. But i know most suicidal persons do not want attention....they want help. its hard to talk to someone...i personally know i never could. but maybe i can talk to you because your a stranger! =]